| i been....haveing a lot of issues lately so i havent had a chance to write anything
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| omgomgomg!!!!!!!! ANIME CON IS THIS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSS!!!!!!!! so ppl i wont be home all week-end!!. *happy dance* woot woot!!! so yay!! im hyper now.....my ppls i cant waite too see u!!!!! and we shall sing the ham ham song!!! lol seriously we are and we will do the lil dance fot it!!! hahahaha fear the ham ham song and dance!!!! ok on another note....um...*thinks* i start class next week T.T summer is done with *crys* all well life of a college student what can i say. and i got a new hyper active puppy named honey shes so cute ^_^ but damit she can be evil! lol ok ok thats all i goota say peace out!!!!!! |
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| i dont understand...why it is that i get treated like this, one second ur talked toall nice and then the next u cant do a dam thing ringht. i dont understand why i dont get looked at for the things i do but only for the grades i get. i dont see what i've done wrong i try to please u but it never works. i wished that u would understand how much it hurts to be treated like i came out of the devil for doing something wrong. i try to talk to u since u say we dont hang out so much but when i talk its just be quite ur to loud and then the next thing i heare is why arent u talking to me. i wished that u knew that down inside u knew how i felt but if i told u i dont know how u would react, u might send me to the crazy house or not pay any mind. these are the days that make me want cry but i already did since i got yelled for doing nothing. for once i just want u to see me for who i am. i dont understand u want me to hang out withu and do what u want but when i say come with me and wacth something it cant be what i like it can only be what u like. and i always do what u want, i cant hang out my friends but yet u can. it kills me to be 18 going on 19 to be stuck inside the house and treated like in five. i cant take the bus just go to the mall with friends..so i guess its just better for u not to understand me since i have the same stright dead face on everyday...i wished u would ask me whats wrong but even if u asked i wouldnt say becasue i know u wouldnt understand and then u would treat like a baby even more. i dont think that u wont understand me unril its to late becase the way i feel deep down inside it makes me think these crazy things becase i cant take it anymore..i feel forgotten and out of place. and i feel like u dont belive in me half time since its always u shouldnt become a teacher cuz u cant to this right. yet im still learning how to but to u its like i cant become one. it kills me to heare u say that i should change my major. i just want to know what it is that i done so wrong to be treated like this cuz it hurts so dam much... i feel like a broken angel who just lost their wings for no reason...( u dont have to comment on this i just had to get it out) |
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| oooooook so back by popular demand hear i am!!! LOL well yhea its been a very very long time since came on hear ok i have to give propa to my girl megan!! PROM QUEEN!!!! woot woot!!! go girl!!!! lol yhea...and people that i call...pls pick up ur phone! u know who are lol school is an evil place right now cuz i have a cranky old guy in the monrings on fridays at 8 am and hes just a pain in the ass....also i had to put my dog down so yhea im sad..about that but ik now it was for the best.....um..what else what else *thinks* um...i dont know but when i come up with something or the next time i have time to write up heare well yhea see ya then!!!! |
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| yes..its been a very very very long time since i wrote hear lol ^_^;; ....lests see first is a late happer x-mass and new year!! umm...skool..hasnt started back up yet so just home relaxing...^_^ pls dont harm me with sharp objects its not my fault im in college lol. um....dot dot dot...um i thinmk thats it for now oh oh oooh b4 i forget when ever u get a chance or if u already havent go get ffXII its awsome!! ttul!! |
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